Birthday Wishlist

...because I'm too cheap to buy all this for myself. Obviously  I think conning enough people into getting it for my birthday will help with my incontrollable shopping desires and weeping wallet.

I need, most importantly, a violin tuner. Anyone who can manage to get me one, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.

The rest  here are books, listed in no particular order:

• The Small Hand (A Ghost Story) [Susan Hill]
• The Magician's Guild/High Lord/The Novice [Trudi Canavan]
• Will Grayson, Will Grayson [John Green & David Levithan]
• The Less-Dead [April Lurie]
• The Hunter Games trilogy
• Slice of Cherry [Dio Reeves]
• The Sweetness at the Bottom of the Pie [Alan Bradley]
• The Weed That Strings the Hangman's Bag [Alan Bradley]
• The Case of the Missing Servant [Tarquin Hall]
• The Baker Street Letters [Michael Robertson]

...Yes, this is a desperate attempt to beg for books. I HAZ NO MOAR! DDD:

I'm Doing the Gandalf.

Nothing pwns Gandalf.

Being Inconsequential

I understand that I have not updated in a scandalously long time, and even now I just dropped in to get some stuff off my chest.

Some updates, so you can skip the pathetic rant later:

• My PSP was fixed, thanks to that guy in Times Square. :D
• I haven't read KHR since mentioned in the last post, so I totally don't know the direction of where ever it's going.
• I totally died in the HELP Debate.
• I found out that I have self-esteem issues.
• I need a better reason to live.
• Perhaps Science stream isn't for me.
• I have an Obsession (yes, it's capitalized.) with Kingdom Hearts.
• More specifically, Roxas.
• Roxas is my religion.
• I need more sleep.
• My mum has issues with me, and she's playing favorites to my brother.
• Even though I love my brother and all.
• I screwed up this exam too.
• C2age!!!! It's got the most perfect timing ever! But guess what? None of my friends can accompany me...
• ...and my mum says I cannot go alone.
• FUUUUUUUUUUUUU---

Yeah, that's basically a very very concentrated version of whatever shit happened recently. Those I can think of, anyway.

I had a longer post/rant I actually planned for yesterday, but it's full of emo and angst and insecurity so screw it I'm not going to make my blog more negative than it already is.

I need more time in my life.

Nerd Rage

I must live with the knowledge that Bear Bear and Goldfish has finished Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep in much less time than I used to get my characters up to the level they are now.

Then I have to live with the fact that my PSP has gone all sorts of wrong, and that formatting it and trying to hack it with my uber awesome noob skillz is just a waste my time. In my defense, I spent around 4 hours repeating the same action. Hack, pray, fail, sigh, hack, pray, fail, sigh, hack, pray, fail, sigh... You sort of get the gist. Now I'm putting all hopes on other technology nerds to help me fix my baebii so I can play on it. (I wither at the thought of playing Terra's. I have to go through the boss again. I mean, I was IN THE MIDST of destroying it when my baebii died. WHAT THE-) I mean, I missed last year's year-end holidays, this year's CNY holidays, and NOW I AM GOING TO GO WITHOUT MY BAEBII FOR THIS HOLS? OVER MY DEAD BODY.

Right. So now, I have a week to scout out a decent tech nerd and have him fix my baebii for me, hope he won't crap rip me off (being a supreme awesome noob that I am) and hopefully have enough time to at least move to the other worlds on any of my characters.

Now, onto another point in my continous case of nerd rage, KHR is starting to get very irritating. Right now I'm onto chapter 329, where Enma turns into this ugly mindless killing machine (so. not. cool.) and Daemon is an ass AND IS HE GOING TO RAEP CHROME?! Oh no, he's not, he's going to undo his 'mind control'. This is apparently to lure Mukuro out. Does he not know that Hibari will bite him to death if somebody else fights his enemy before he does? I mean like wow. Also, since when does Chrome have those C cups? From the very first time we've been introduced to her she's got modest boobs but now it's like O_O. I'm thinking too much into this. Also, she's going to 'sacrifice herself' so that Mukuro doesn't get tricked to fight Daemon and most likely die (but then again, the Vongola Tenth & Family never dies. They magically recuperate. LIKE YAMAMOTO. WHATTHEHELL IS HE DOING IN BATTLE.) Obviously Mukuro will appear, and then they'll talk cock, sing song and play mahjong all the while CHROME IS DYING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM WHERE SHE IS BEING TIED UP WITH MISSING VITAL ORGANS. My mind, it does not comprehend.

Alright, so I'm either in a bad mood or I've 'seen the light' but KHR doesn't make me fangirl anymore. Occasionally I still do, but not often. Perhaps I'm nerd raging over my baebii. :\

Japan's 9.0 magnitude (it raised from 8.9 to 9.0. That is just scary.) earthquake/tsunami is mind-blasting. Imagine that ridiculous volume of water being backed by the sheer amount of power, and it all comes crashing down on your house, but that doesn't matter, because by then half of Malaysia will be gone and no one will bother about you because you're a nobody and everybody else is suffering the same fate anyway. Wow my mind amazes myself sometimes. That aside, I'm tired and I've gotten fat. OH THE HORROR.

(Major) Understatements

So.

I've apparently missed about a month's worth of blogging. Considering one month's worth of blog posts (coming from, well, me) isn't much, I suppose I could catch up?

Mid-terms just ended and I don't feel elated (understatement) but instead a cold ebb of fear deep by the corners of my stomach. This probably has something to do with the fact that Parents' Day is OMFG LESS THAN TWO WEEKS AWAY and I sort of drifted by during my exams. Y'know, being confident and all... (MAJOR understatement.)

Okay, so I blew my mid-terms. I don't think I can care anymore.

Debating tomorrow. D: Despite what our new coach told us, (Ms Atiq is a lovely, lovely person.) I am still feeling the butterflies in the process of spawning, and also slightly worried about my humor. Perhaps reading too much Skulduggery Pleasant in two days isn't that much of a good idea. It has turned my usually wicked humor into something less... wicked.

A whole week of holidays. Can you imagine? The relief, the delight, the Elysian peace.... and I can breathe at last! (cookies to those who know where that line came from!) So many things I want to do... But firstly, Kingdom Hearts: Birth By Sleep.

Frustration Is Unbecoming

I absolutely hate earholes. They're annoying and they never seem to heal properly and my mother keeps telling me NO, YOU CANNOT WEAR THE PRETTY PRETTY EARRINGS. What is the point of earholes besides? I don't understand my earholes, IT IS SO HARD TO GET THOSE DAMNED ASLFKSDSDAJFLSK STICKS IN. WAIWAIWAIWAI-

Is it just me?

On another hand, Facebook seems to be at loggerheads with me especially on the whole uploading pictures front. No, I don't appreciate being logged out of FB every two minutes, ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM EDITING THOSE PICTURES.

I lost a little of my frustration through the help of some friends, so I'm feeling a little better now.

Um.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
(This seems inappropriate. The content and the greeting is not even remotely related.)

ANYONE IN THE CNY HYPE YET????

Is it just me, or is Chinese New Year getting less attention than ever? What happened to all the festive songs and food and celebration and general hyperactivity?

Well, I mean. Just selling stuff that has something, no matter how vaguely, to do with the Rabbit does NOT make it a festive celebration. MY MUNNY MAGIKALLY DISAPPEARS EVERY TIME I GO UP THERE WTFFFFF- but anyway. Bangsar put up some rather pretty decorations. Red lanterns! So cute! We just finished smothering our classroom in pink paper chains and tacky ang pow paper crafts this afternoon. Yet somehow, I don't really feel the CNY atmosphere.

CNY is supposed to be a time of fun and party and lots of laughter and the general happy feeling. Yet all my friends are busy doing society stuff (granted, it's for the spring festival, BUT STILL) and all my teachers are loading homework upon homework on our backs (granted, it's our SPM year, BUT STILL) and then there's this incredible subtle stress which comes from EVERYWHERE. It's like I can't even let myself relax and enjoy my holiday now!

Not to mention how I keep dithering on the brink of feeling unwell and downright sick, so it's terrible for me to try to pay attention in class when the fan is right above my head. At least 5 people questioned whether I should even be at  school or not. :'D Aww I lubb jo guys! (Yes, I have awesome friends.)

Also, the Inception soundtrack, however great it may be, is not a very good CNY mood starter.

HAHAHA.