Leavin'

Ahh~ I hardly found the time to blog~ >_<"

Went out to the Mines on Wednesday with Ru and ST (because they are so awesome. Like rly.) Ru's link because I am lazy tired.

Spent two days at Genting with S3 and slept for two hours before living off mocha and Mountain Dews. Pictures are on fb, because if I blogged about Genting in the last post. Everything is about the same, expect more rain and fog. Also everything is 67x more crazy.

My grandma is now staying at my aunt's because we're leaving so I don't get to eat amazing food anymore. D:

And because we're leaving on December 1st for the US, my cupboard is being cleaned out and two trips to Uniqlo ensured warm clothing. I hope.

We'll be back on the 2nd of January. LIKE OMG SCHOOL. ;A; Jet laaagggg!!

Meeting up with Ru and ST again tomorrow to watch Rapunzel at Mid Valley and read BL afterwards. :D We get so high when we're together.

Okay obligatory blog post done. Farewell, readers. We shall meet again.

I Feel Like Doing Something Counterproductive

I just finished reading Misfortune by Wesley Stace which I'm sure was very taxing to write because it was very taxing to read. 


Also as some of you may know, my holidaying is sort of rushed.

Too tired. I will make this a very boring tldr post. I still have so many things to do.

Went up to Genting with my parents and aunts and grandma for the 凤飞飞 concert. My sister and I, on the other hand, indulged in random acts of insanity which involved tears, dry vomiting and cup noodles.

Pictures will perhaps work better.

Every post must start off with a self-potrait, because I'm narcissistic like that.

My sister and I posing with an entire wall of bird cages. The birds are not real.

My sister and I, again, posing in front of a giant (Christmas?) tree made of out plastic water tanks. You know, those really big ones that are upside down and you see it in offices etc etc. Never mind.

Also, you should be getting used to (or sick of) our faces.

Lookin' cool in Motion Master 3D glasses. It was a blast, but the blasts of air in my face was not only annoying, it was scary. Slightly. Okay, so I was creeped out a bit, but who wouldn't in the faces of many walking dolls who seem bent on killing you?

The Bumper Cars is as usual a fun ride, but the long wait is highly frustrating.

Heck, a lot of things are highly frustrating, mostly the very long lines.

Doing a bit of archery. I still swoon over Legolas. All the time. HIS HAIR, LIEK OMG. Anyways, I am a natural at archery. I keep dropping the arrows. I don't even need to aim.

After that we walked around, my sister complained about her sore feet, we rode some of those really boring nonsensical rides that just go one small round and went back to the hotel. Later I found mynews.com closed and derived of my cup noodles, went into an angry sulk.

The next day we woke up late (actually, I woke up early, but my sister wanted to sleep) and then I continued my angry sulk from the night before (...well, early morning, if you want to be specific about it) until we had breakfast. Food makes everything better.

Of course my first ride in the Outdoor Theme Park was the spinning chair thingies. I love that.

(Also this will be pictureless because my camera was in my bag which was in a locker. I don't whip out my camera and take pictures on rides that are high off the ground and jerky. No, I want my camera to live a long, healthy life, thank you very much.)

Then we went on the superman ride where you lie down and zoom about. It was great. You had to pay an extra RM10 for each ride, though. The bad news is that the seat/couch/whatever thing you lie on stinks LIEK OMG I DON'T EVEN which ruined the ride. I felt like barfing, but only because the smell stayed on my coat I MEAN LIEK EWWWWW.

The Pirate Ship ride lulled me to sleep. Really.

Corkscrew, like usual, was fast and violent. I think the best part of the thrill is wondering whether the coach will fall and crash into the ground.

My favorite was the suicide jump. The one that flies really high up then drops down unexpectedly. You get to enjoy the view, at any rate. The wait was also really, really long. D: I remember distinctly screaming something like "OHMYGOD SHIIIIIIT" and the person sitting next to me laughing. Laughing. I later checked out the photos (you know, those they take then daylight rob you for them) to learn that my sister and I had the normal screaming expression (they were identical. I mean like really.) whilst the guy next to me (the one who laughed) wore no expression. At all. He was like (._.) no kidding. I would have bought the picture if it wasn't priced at frickin' RM30. SO DAMN AWESOME WEI.

After that we sort of finished all the exciting rides and then we rode on the boring ones. And the classic ones. Like the spinning teacup, which we didn't spin. We just sat in there and reminisced about how the rides seemed to be nicer when we were young.

Nothing else to say about the rides after the spinning teacup because it was near noon and people were starting to wake up. LONG LINES ARE LONG.

On the way back to KL we went to the very large temple.

I ♥ my earphones.

A pretty macro shot my sister took. ORANGE.

What better than a Buddha hiding to get you through tough times?

Hidden dragon... On the rooftop.

BECAUSE YOU CANNOT DO THIS TO ANY GOD EXCEPT THE 弥勒佛. W00T!

End of TLDR post.

(I can hear your sighs of relief.)

Uniqlo- the Japanese Giordano

I've actually been into a Uniqlo store before the Malaysian one opened in Fahrenheit 88. There are a lot of Uniqlos in Shanghai.

I was dead set on hating Uniqlo because it was people raged about it because it's Japanese. So what if it's Japanese. It's Made In China. Then I went in and I'm thinking, OH. I like this.

It's got all those really fashionable clothes that are classic in a way that doesn't seem to be dug out from Lady Gaga's closet.

AND HELLO. MY MOM BROUGHT ME THERE. Obviously that means buying clothes I can't normally afford.

Black jacket, blackish furry collar.

omg my thighs. Size of mushrooms after rain. D:

Hello there. Looking pretty hot, Squall. (Another note: I have that gunblade on a chain. HAHA.)

See, I am obsessed. I think he was my first obsession. Hello, HAVE YOU SEEN HIS HAIR. IT IS SO AWESOME. xDD

Now I have this sweet thing to make me squeal. GOKUDERA I SHIP YOU. ;A;

Now I have officially lost my mind. Feel free to burn my house. (No wait, on second thought, don't.)

Right. Bai.

Lucky 8nion Rings

I stopped by for lunch at the Burger King next to Masjid Jamek LRT station today. I ordered a Jr. Whopper and onion rings, then found that there was no straws for my coke and no sauce plate for my ketchup, which made me make two rather embarrassing trips to the counter after meeting very irritating, irresponsible workers.

The Jr. Whopper is disappointing. I remember the very first time I had it was at the Bangsar branch (which has gone from being at two-storey shop to one-storey to nonexistent) when Denise introduced me to something called the "Whopper". It was mind-numbingly good, and soon after that, I enthusiastically jumped on the BK wagon, shipping Whoppers and smiling sardonically at people eating Big Macs. Suffice to say, after the Bangsar BK branch closed down, I was the one who always eats Big Macs and longs for a nice yummy BK Whopper. Silently.

I think I can count the number of times I've stepped into a Burger King with two hands. Today's splurge, though, was not worth my time.

I suppose I've probably recreated the Whopper into this better-than-Big-Mac, superb, amazing, awesome food in my mind, due to having been told such by my brother and also the large stretch of time that has passed since my last encounter with it.

It's like people longing for Ferrero Rochers when they have perfectly good Buenos. Then they get their hands on some Ferrero and they think, this isn't as good as I remembered it.

(But Ferrero Rondnoir is like melting your soul and as you evaporate into chocolatey bliss. Nothing can rival the Rondnoir.)

On another completely unrelated note, I had the chance to cut up a pig's heart in the morning. Chyi was given the heart, a wickedly blunt blade, and a chopping board with a wax sealing.

I can pretty much assume that we were ninjas in out past lives because we had great fun chopping up the heart.

Updates will be short, and far and few in between.

Don't say I didn't warn you.

Trying to Live

OKAY. So some people may have noticed I've gone missing for the past month, and also that my Singapore trip is never going to be updated, just like my Hong Kong trip post. Er. You are correct.

I'll try, I really will.

This post is just to so to tell you all that no, I am not dead. Also, I am back from Shang Hai which is depressingly cold. Depressingly.

On the bright side, I bought a lot of stuff there.

I would like to make a post with pictures about all the things I've bought, but blargh. > <" Too much work. :\

OKAY I JUST FOUND OUT ANIMANGAKI WAS ON OCT 31 WHY DO I NOT KNOW THIS AND WHY DID NO ONE BOTHER TO TELL ME.

POINT IS.

Um. I am tired. And lazy. And I should be working on my fics now, so bye.

Singapore Day 1

Because I have procrastinated like there's no tomorrow. Probably should update my Singapore experience now.

The day started off with RED ANTS CRAWLING ALL OVER OUR CAR OKAY IT WAS SO WEIRD AND CREEPY AND I DO NOT LIKE ANTS. AT ALL. Or any kind of bugs.

We stopped at at random coffee shop to take our breakfast. It was the old kind of shop, like the ones you see in Old Town White Coffee advertisements.

There was NOBODY THERE. At 10 o'clock in the morning. This cannot happen in Kuala Lumpur. Although the food was quite good (yong tau foo and kuey teow soup!) the coffee was slightly lacking. There was seaweed in the soup noodles, though, so that made it up.

They had pictures of old singers and stars on the walls. I don't know who they are, although my mom and dad had fun pointing out each of them and giving me a short summary on their singing careers. That prompted my dad into saying that people mentioned he looked like Bruce Lee when he was younger and I lol'd.

More pics. My grandmother commented that the one of the right looks like my mother. (or rather, my mom looks like her.)

I want this clock, minus the Malay words. xD

They even made their tea this way, with the soaking-in-hot-water and tin pots and everything.

After that we left and I passed by this saloon

and look! Isn't the model pretty? I love her clothes, and her hair. Basically she's just really really cute. Sorry about the reflections.

After that we went to another small town for coffee. It's an old place my parents went to once before and they loved it.

That's the coffee shop, and that's my dad in white.

They still had the Golden Years sort of feel to it, with the television and the loaves of bread. So much bread.

The bread was really, really good. It just sort of melts in your mouth and just crunchy enough to enjoy chewing it. Very lightly browned. The kaya was good too.

My grandma approves of the coffee.

Then my dad went and bought a few bunches of bananas. I don't know.

We left, and I wondered if we'd ever go back again. Even so, would the place still retain it's old time feel and British buildings?

After that we left and sped off towards Singapore because my dad was late for his appointment with his friend.

My grandmother and I kicked it back and snored off in the car, basically because the passing scenery looked like this

Thank god my grandma didn't see this picture of her.

And, my first picture I got in Singapore.

THESE BUGS ARE TAKING OVER THE WORLD. 

I Am Tired Of Writing Fanfiction

Instructions:

1. Put your iTunes / Napster / Zune Player / WinAmp / MP3 / MP4 / iPod/ Windows Media Player / Mixpod / etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the 'next' button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

Secrets [OneRepublic] - Oh my. What in the world, eh. xD

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY / GIRL?

The Show [Lenka] - I suddenly find myself feeling like a pervert.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Hollaback Girl [Gwen Stefani] - Really. Dx

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Let's Just Fall In Love Again [Jason Castro] - Ooooohh. That's odd, I never thought I even had a purpose in life. xD

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

Gave It All Away [Boyzone] - Emo time. Yeeeesshh.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Always Running Out of Time [Almost Alice] - This sort of explains why I'm always late.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

Fag Hag [Lily Allen] - OHMYGOD THIS IS SO WRONG.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Dirty Little Secret [All American Rejects] - Whyy is my iPod giving me perverted answers?

WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Made For You [OneRepublic] - Because double dating is always fun. (Pervert brain speaking.)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

My World [Avril Lavigne] - OH FINALLY A GOOD ANSWER.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

All The Things She Said [t.A.T.u.] - Scarily right.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Where Is the Love? [B.E.P.] - Emo talking.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

Things I'll Never Say [Avril Lavigne] - BAHAHAHAHAHA.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Love Song [Sara Bareilles] - With my head under water, yeahhh...

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Better In Time [Leona Lewis] - LMFAO. Too true.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

He Wasn't There [Lily Allen] - ....Um. How ominous.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Meet Me Halfway [B.E.P.] - ...Yes, please.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Paparazzi [Lady Gaga] - Yes, because everybody knows I like being a stalker. >:D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Since You Been Gone [Kelly Clarkson] - Why drag this up?

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

Obizienka Noi [t.A.T.u] - Apparently I get to look forward to something I can't pronounce and don't understand. Peachy.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?

The Technicolor Phase [Owl City] - I will die colorfully? I have mixed feelings about this.

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET?

Forgotten [Avril Lavigne] - Ah. My iPod knows me best.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

Alice (Underground) [Avril Lavigne] - The show was horrible, except for the Mad Hatter. And yes, I hate Alice in the movie.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

Potential Breakup Song [Aly and AJ] - It took too long.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

Tomorrow [Avril Lavigne] - OHMYGOD I AM SCARED FOR MY LIFE NAO.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

Thank You [Dido] - This makes sense none.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

Over and Over [Nelly feat. Tim McGraw] - I AM SCARED, AGAIN.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

Sacrifice [t.A.T.u] - Eep.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

Far Away [Nickelback] - ;A;

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Touch My Hand [David Archuleta] - Can't let the music stop.

Oh.

I learned today that people aren't nice.

I'm blessed to be surrounded by a wonderful (highly questionable) family, amazing (freakish) friends and a protective (torturous) environment.

And then there is the backstabbing, traitorous sort of people, who just use you.

Friends are friends. You don't like person because they could be of use to you. You like them because they're them.

I pity those people who don't have real friends. Real friends are those who would stand by you, even if you're the only one standing; sit with you even if you aren't supposed to be sitting; laugh with you when you're happy; cry with you when you're sad.

Real friends don't treat you like dirt on their shoes that occasionally needs to be scrapped off, continuously ignore your existence until they need you to do something, stab you in the back with a poison-tipped knife or any of the above.

I treat my friends like precious things. My friends hold a priceless part of my heart, and sometimes I wonder if I'm giving out too much of my heart away.

And then you came along.

You're not the first I met who turned out to be no good. I have met many, and I don't try to forget them. I occasionally wonder why I was friends with them in the first place, and I never gave myself a good enough answer.

But that's okay.

Honestly, you were never that much of a close friend, and it was only today that I learned apparently you thought I was! Close enough to think that I would be affected badly by your constant behavior. Really? Unlike you, I have other friends, whereas you just emo your ass off.

Oh, I'm sorry I can make friends better than you, hang out better than you, have people like me better than you. I'm sorry you're so pathetic you have to turn to self-help books and yet after that STILL seem to misunderstand it and make a fool of yourself.

I'm sorry I don't have to pretend to be the nice, good guy and still have more people back me up.

I'm sorry you live such a pitiful life.

I'm sorry sarcasm doesn't come off well written.

So, hey, think what you like. I don't need you to tell me I'm stupid, because I know I'm not, and that's enough for me. And really? You can take the shit and the J's, 'cause by all means, do. I've given up on them. You can work your magic there and see what sort of retarded crap you come up with.

By the way, please don't think I've overtaken you. You're mistaken. You've never been better than me in the first place.

ADAM LAMBERT CONCERT

OCTOBER 14 2010

BUKIT JALIL

Enough said.

总是觉得

心情
蛮低落的。

天天看到白板上的期末考倒数
也一直觉得超有压力的。
更好笑的是。。。
期末考倒数是我自己写的。

第二学期上课
虽然是有听课
但好像
什么东西都
完全吸收不到

再酱下去。。。




我怕。


明明成绩就不是好到哪里去
现在还整天悠闲的酱过。。。
看着时间流去
却一直没办法
逼自己
要求自己
让自己
这次做好一点。
这次、下次、明年。。。

看着桌子上的字条
就想起
我的梦想
我的理想
我的未来
可是脑海里
一直漂浮着
一些说过的话
一些听过的事
一些忘不了的记忆

的确

心情
蛮低落的。

I Haz Obsession

Obviously as most people know, I have been slightly too over-obsessed with KHR. Even I think I need a break.

So I am now going to rant on the amazingness of Neil Gaiman and his books.

#1

This amazing book is so amazing words cannot describe it. I've read it thrice this year, and every time I do, I go ALDKFJSHFSKJLKSD ♥.

#2

Note amazing black edges.

Coraline was a bit too short and honestly, I expected it to be creepier. It may be because I was reading it underneath the table at school and therefore killed all the mood entirely, but I think the movie is a better (creepier) version. Creepy is good. Either way, I am going to reread it again soon, probably during the holidays.

The other short stories are okay. I especially like The Case Of Four And Twenty Blackbirds. But the one of October telling a story about Runt running away is repeated in Fragile Things. Aww. I haven't finished the rest of the short stories, actually. (HAHA.)

#3

This amazing person manages to make fantasy seem like reality. ♥

#4

I am actually... slightly disappointed with this book. I didn't get most of the stories, and some of them had implied sex scenes which turned me off. :\ But the one story I remember vividly is where this sorcerer who writes "literature" turns to writing "fiction". It was absolutely cuteness on a stick.

#5

To tell the truth, I haven't even started reading this book. It's with my friend (SINCE THE START OF THE YEAR ASLDKJFKSD) so yeah. D: Bah.

I'm looking forward to reading

which is apparently an amazing epic book. So yes. Looking forward to it. :]

Let Me Out Of This Dream

I can't turn this around
I keep running into walls that I can't break down
And I just wander around
With my eyes wide shut because of you
I'm a sleep walker

I'm seeing things that haunt me
I'm feeling tears not mine
I'm hearing voices I can't see
I don't think I'm gonna be fine

Either give me it all
Or nothing at all
I'm stuck in the middle
No place to go

Just let me out of this dream

Update, ie FANGIRLING.

To most of the people reading my blog, you should be happy you don't interact with me daily. Recently I have only been thinking, reading, breathing Reborn! (The Art of Fangirling #2 [lol QK you should know...])

(Btw, Ohm... Sorry for the bruise on your arm. D: But that day very siao liao, too high... HAHA.)

Looking forward to another outing to Hiro Comics, at Petaling Street. Also the place I bought

FAN-fucking-TASTIC, no?

OMG 1827 5927 1859 RAWWWRRRR.

I bought a calligraphy pen today and hopefully my inking won't come out too stupid. Shout out: Anyone knows where to buy a nice fountain pen- silver, detailed nib. Czip Lee has these humongous large colorful ones that look nothing like a fountain pen. It's like an expensive adult's version of a child ball pen.

I'm so tired of staying back to practice for the cheerleading competition. So bloody tired and so bloody pissed at the bloody people who refuse to join in. Fuck you, you're not the only tired one. FUCK YOU, IF YOU WEREN'T SERIOUS DON'T FUCKING JOIN IN THE FIRST PLACE.

Moving on to less depressing stuff.

CF. OHMYGOD. CF!!!
For more information

I am so going.

I am NOT missing this one. I mean, like, FUCK. IT IS AT TIMES SQUARE. THAT IS LIKE A 15 MINUTE MONORAIL RIDE AWAY FROM MY HOUSE. Fo'shizz YO.

:D Has to buy stuffs~ Nyaaaa no money~~ D:

240th post

This is definitely a surprise. My 240th post. I started this in 2007, I think. So basically this blog records my entire high-school life. It is sort of a pain to finish reading all the posts though, because I went through it once and my lines of thought revolved around, "...oh god, did I really write this?? I wanna hit myself!"

And I think this will be an odd little post, so forgive my rambling mind.

Ah, these days just seem to pass me by so quickly. It's nearing the end of July, and yet it seems to me as if the days are melting together.

To fulfill the crazed order request of my friend, I will start reading Reborn! As of yet it's starting out like Naruto, and it's sort of boring, but I'm looking forward to the OHMYGOD HOT GUYS!! and a OHMYGOD YAOI!! pairings I can find. *evil laugter*

Currently I like the guy with the dynamites. BOOM, BABY! Gokudera-kun~~ xDD

Embarrassing picture time.





Making sushi tomorrow. I wonder how it'll turn out. I'm hungry. I ate only fish for dinner. Who eats fish for dinner?

....I'm tired. Nights.

Narutardation

OHMYGOD NARUTO 502 IS FANSERVICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I mean, hot (girly) Itachi with crying baby Sasuke in page 2??

And uber cool Minato? (OMG SO GODDAMN HOT!!)

It's been so long since I've done a Naruto review (because honestly the previous chapters were shit) and so this should be fangirling at its best.

OHMYGOD MINATO.

I freaking hate Madara. CURSE YOU AND YOUR SUPER UBER SHARINGAN TIME SPACE SKILLS. But even then MINATO TELEPORTATION PWNAGE, so it's okay.

And the Fourth becomes heroic and everything! "I must kill him before he becomes a greater danger than the fox!" even though when he does heroicism it's so amazing. Why does Kishimoto not draw Naruto more like Minato? I mean, I wouldn't mind reading 500+ chapters is Naruto was quite as drool-worthy as Minato. (And also then maybe he won't be so uke. I mean, can you ever imagine Minato ever uke-ing? ....Actually I can. *wipes nosebleed*)


OHMYHOLYFUCKINGGOD BONDAGE!!! *wolf-whistles* (page 13)

(I am typing this as I read the chapter. Apologies for any random outbreak of caps lock abuse.)

MINATO IS SO AGONIZINGLY HOT!!! (page 14)

ohmygod no!! (page 15)

ohmygod YES!! (page 16) MINATO IS SO AWESOME BAAAAAWW-

OHMYGOD SO DAMN AMAZING AKLJFDHGSDJSLKJDFLASK (page 17)

Can't wait for the next chapter *sobs*. ;A;

No blogging mojo, despite the eventful week.

I believe you all know how I'm obsessed with all things Apple-y, amirite?

What.

I can't believe I left my camera in the GODDAMNMOTHERFUCKING cinema.

WHAT.

I LOVE IT.

I STILL LOVE IT, HENCE THE PRESENT TENSE. I WANT IT BACK.

It's MY G11, dammit! It's my ♥. YOU CANNOT TAKE AWAY MY ♥ FROM ME!!

I hope whoever takes it would give it back. If you don't, I hope my G11 will find its way back, maybe like Toy Story. If not... Well, the wheel is sort of not sensitive anymore. HOPE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO USE IT ANYWAY. Fuck you, god.

Why I Am Not Allowed To Drink Caffeine

Because I will get impossibly high and disturb other people.

For example.

"I WANT YOUR LOVE AND ALL YOUR LOVERS' REVENGE

YOU AND ME COULD WRITE A BAD ROMAAAANCE."

complete with head-banging and air guitar.

Despite the fact that I dislike Lady Gaga, her songs are really addictive. 

And also

*snort* *giggle* *lol* *teehee* *ROTFL*

People get used to this. I occasionally get high and do this even when not on coffee. I am that amazing. I am now famous for my unstoppable hilarity.

Not to mention

"ARRRGGH SHIIIT!!! OHMYGOD! DIU!! KAN TI TU!"

God helps encourage this behavior by whipping around and saying, "Yes? How may I help you?"

Furthermore

"....zzzz"

Getting high takes quite a lot of energy, you know?

To end it on a fail note,

Insubstantial

There was once a crooked man

Who walked a crooked mile

He found a crooked sixpence

Upon a crooked stile

He bought a crooked cat

Which caught a crooked mouse

And they all live together

In a little crooked house.

Whyy

Today I took the bus home.

There was a blind man. He was sitting behind the driver's seat, occasionally asking the driver if it was his stop.

He picked him nose once and I suddenly wondered how his world would be. He couldn't see himself, couldn't see others, he didn't know it was indecent to pick his nose in public, maybe because no one bothered to tell him, or maybe because it is a human reaction, to pick your nose. And he couldn't see...

There was also a man missing a leg who came on later. I had wanted to help him, but held back for some reason unknown to me. Maybe I'm just not used to doing it. I regret my selfish actions. Just like I regretted not helping a blind lady board the monorail once. I'm so terribly selfish.

One wonders whether these people deserved to be born this way. What had they done in the past lives? Did they bring it upon themselves to be missing something, whether it be sight or limbs or hearing? Or was it something they couldn't control, but because god liked it?

In any case, I still think we should all take time to help them out a bit. At least, help them get on busses. Don't do what I did, don't do what everybody in the bus did. None of us reached out a helping hand. And I think it's unfair, to function perfectly well, yet choose to not help those handicapped.

Do society a favor, yeah?

Is it too much to ask for just one slightly happier birthday?

FFK-O'd

This is a very old post. You may choose to not read this. In fact, it's best if you don't read this.

Okay, so this holiday is incredibly infuriating. I have people ffk'ing me left, right and centre. Sometimes from under, too.

So I want to ask, what is so fun about that?

Especially when everything is planned out, you know.

We've set a outing a week ago. The day itself you come up to me and say, "Ey, Wey Ann, I don't feel like going anymore. I feel like staying back and do something else."

"Stay back? Who with?"

"Oh, my friend. Yeah, she asked me yesterday, and I forgot to tell you last night. Sorry."

Oh. Glad to see you got your priorities right.

That was something that happened rather long ago, but I am still slightly unhappy about it. And my respect for her as a person has dropped significantly.

Another thing I hate is planning outings with a large number of people. When first notified they'd jump onto the idea like a rat escaping a drowning ship, but when it really comes down to it, their family called a family trip, they're stuck in the house, they're not free, they're broke, their friends aren't going, their aunt died... (Of course, they usually come up with less imaginative excuses, like the classic 'Tired... Dun wan go lar.') And finally it boils down to less than five who wants to go, and will go.

I'd like to bitch about school and it's insane holiday-camp thing which renders holidays fully booked, and therefore WHAT IS THE POINT OF HOLIDAYS IF YOU'RE IN SCHOOL EVERYDAY but I digress.

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My birthday is in a week. D: My last birthday party was four years ago, and this year noone's going to come. ('Cept for Phyllis. She bullied me into it. :D *hearts her*) The people I want most to be there won't be there.

Fuck your priorities.

I Feel Like A Kid With Presents

Thank you god for gracing my router with one of your all-powerful charged lightning bolts, because heaven knows I'm not using enough electricity in my home.

That said, I will skim through this post for easier reading. Be glad you won't be subjected to a "OMFG I GOT MY PSP HAHA IN YOUR FACE" rant.

● my PSP (no cookies to anyone if they guessed this)

Ahh, nerding.

● new hat

♥ need I say more?

● clip-on headphones

My white twins to go with my white baby~

And just for my sake

✌